Yoooo, fuck all that greeting shit this week….lol, nah, I pray you are well and being fruitful. I pray these words find you well, and with that said…Let’s get to work.
I would first like to take you on a quick trip through my bullshit ass week…
Saturday- I had to block a chick…cuz she crazy…I got no ho’s right now lol
Sunday- I sent the most profound theory I have ever came up with to a group chat with my podcast team…No one responded.
Monday- New chick all on my dick at my job…Ya boy is back!
Tuesday- I somehow offended the chick…Back to no ho’s
Wednesday- I sent the crux of this article in a long ass text to a podcast member to maybe inspire and give him motivation with the hopes of sparking a discussion, his response…I like it.
Thursday- Grinding catching up with me, I’m exhausted…feels like I’m getting the fucking chills
Friday- A podcast member contacts me. Is it about anything to help move things forward? Is it about the groundbreaking theory I dropped 5 days ago? Nah, it’s about scheduling! Why does he need to know the schedule you ask? So he can see if the schedule conflicts with one of his upcoming chilling sessions…Yup.
Saturday- I check the 2deep Gmail...crickets. I check if there’s any new signups for our email list…tumbleweeds. I check the analytics for the website…let’s just say…not good.
And to all of this bullshit, to all of the many ups and downs (mainly downs) from this week and from the many weeks, months, and years before, to all the setbacks, to all the failures, to all the L’s, I say now and forever….SO WHAT!
I’m mentally and physically drained…SO WHAT! My team doesn’t support me…SO WHAT! I have no ho’s right now lol, SO WHAT! I’ve been working out for 2 years and I can’t tell…SO WHAT! Everything I’ve ever tried to do has utterly and completely failed…SO WHAT! People tell me to be myself then get offended when I do exactly that…To all the people that get offended by the things I say and don’t like me…I say…SO FUCKING WHAT!
I still keep moving forward. I still keep grinding. I still keep showing up. Be fruitful or die fuckin trying, that’s what I’m on. How bout you?
They’ve counted you out instead of counting you in…SO WHAT!
This is murk season, this is “Shut the Fuckup & Show Your Work” season.
I hope you enjoyed today’s article…but if you didn’t….SO WHAT.
Be Great Outchea
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